letting it all hang out there

This road that I'm on I know it so well
(The road to Grandpa's) 

the twists the turns the bumps

The acres of corn and beans

They decorate this moment for me 

Gravel roads lead me every which way

The sun sets behind the silk of the corn

The not so subtle aroma of the hogs across the field ...
bring me home 

Ahhhh country perfume, nothing like it 

Wildflowers everywhere 

The north breeze blows 

I'm here 

In this moment 

More alive than I've ever been 

Captivated

Arriving at Grandpa's big barn

The chipped red paint

The old crooked window

The feel of tall grass getting caught between my toes

Floating on cloud nine:

The Presense of God propelled me all day long 

The perfect easy chill morning with Him

The birds play a tune  

the people slowly and sporadically flow in 

the sale went well today

Here and now.... midnight this Saturday morning:

The cadence of the bathroom vent fan 

Drives me a bit mad

Only when I notice it over the 

blaring 

constant 

ringing in my ears 

The boys sleep

I should be there too

But He speaks to me

He wants me to make an effort 

To stretch 

To yoga pilates 

Get the mat  

Push play and WORK!!!

Where's your drive? 

Where's the ambition?

Who is this lazy piece I see before me?

The mirror doesn't lie

I see what I see

Deep inside 

Crying out to hear Him

Listening

Am I really listening?

Giving 

I give out of a heart of compassion 

This love for my neighbor ...

Heck, I'm about to make 3 apple pies!!!

I must love these people!

Keeping -- the things that go with us

The honey is a must

Ziploc (sounds good) 

Games (gonna need those)

Guitar (even though none of us know how to play or happen to be taking any lessons)

Quilts (we all need at least 3) 

Yoga mat which I had better get my butt used to using 

No excuses!!!

Loads of electronics 

iPads - 2

iPhones - 3

Tablets - 2

Laptops - 3 

Tripod 

Mobile DVD player 

Bose speaker

Headphones 

Still there?

I'm not exactly....this is way passed my bedtime and I really want this surprise post to be authentic and raw...just as I am 

Remember .... no judge!

Goodnight....talk soon

Love y'all

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